a powerful discovery I made today....

A powerful discovery that I made today...

Last Wednesday I managed to talk to Sarah, one of my good friends and also my confidante.

We updated each other on our lives. She, married and recently gave birth to a princess, while I busied myself with work and part-time studying.

She was happy that I joined this childcare course. and I told her that its better I joined this course rather than I sit sround doing nothing.

"when i think it over I realized that God wanted me to join this course"

"Interesting Statement.. y do you say that?"

I told her the whole story then. she recommended me to read up on this book secrets of a loving r/s... it is a good read.

when I went over to bugis outlet, they unfortunately do not sell this book. The same goes for the Ngee Ann outlet.

in the end, I bought a book that caught my eye... ' Women who love too much' I read it during the journey home, and i was too engrossed in it.

Stories about women who had traumatised chilhoods on every situation, and every case is analysed.

When i read over this story about a lady who had to handle a divorce as a young age, it gripped and touched me at my heart because a similar situation happened to me.

I felt an urge to cry and my brain recalled the events that happened last year. Some of the factors are also due to my childhood, because it definitely contributed to the r/s.

the lady in the story also did what I did, and it hit me in the eye. I had to know myself better and my faults, so that I can be betta in another r/s.

as i read on, i became more determined to know myself more before hurting another person in my life. I must learn my faults and correct it before I get the same situation again.

my prayer; to know my weaknesses and change them into strengths.

Recently 3 guys almost called me everyday and to make me chitchat with them. their intention is to pyscho me into entering a r/s with them.

but I feel happy right now and dun wish and dun see the need to rush into another r/s. because for me, I rather be happy single than to handle a similar situation again.

I will talk to you again... but for now, let's be happy!!